yesterday wasnt any other ordinary day. it was teck sheng birthday. some of the wappians went to his house tgt with meng's jnr and vasu. crap a little up and off we go. it was a pleasant surprise i hope. it was only unpleasant when the aunty beside his house came yanking about our noise. HELLO, if it's your beautiful day would you yell at your friends to be quiet?



let's recap what did i atually do this whole day.
afternoon i went to ngee ann city to have lunch with my aunty.
the lunch was steamboat buffet, it was superb la.
eating steamboat at an enclose place not afraid of the whole shopping centre getting smoky.
ate and ate, order for more food.
and eat until i was full.
headed to plaza singapura so aunty and brother can go to work.
so i went a little shopping at times.
looking for a book.
i cant find the book at all, so i walked all the way down to kinokuniya to buy the book.
luckily there is stock if not i will go crazy walking all the way from plaza singapura to ngee ann city.

after buying the books i went home to take a nap and head to NPBAND.
today was quite okay because i have started interacting with the seniors.
or rather they opened their mouth to ask me question which i find funny.
they are good la, just i dont know how to open myself as yet.
i SHY ma.. HAHAHAHAHAHAhAHA.
i think people who reads this post would go, "huh? Don is shy?"


good luck for TWSS SKD for tmr grading at block 527.
dont fail me please.


two of us were never good at the start, it went worst at the back.
everything were accumulated and the time bomb went BOOM!
both of us, went head to head, none decided to step back.
we couldnt find fault in ourselves which is a grave mistake.
we didnt kill one another, we killed ourselves.
this happened too long ago and i learnt things from it.
i hope you did.
an unforgetable experience.
i can forgive, but i wont forget because i dont want to forget the experiences. [a summarised version of Giordano shirt] :D

today was totally wowness la .
went to H.I.P.S to take up some class.
the kids there, to be exact the kids from 1 secerity 10.
hahaha, i love them within a day can?

casualty happened, or rather just accidental hit on the skin.
that boy cried, oh my.
i wasnt terrified, i handled it calmly and he was back in playing action.
i miss them.

after that took several bus back home ate my lunch and went to kumon at 4.30.
everything wa smooth as i know wednesday work will be hectic.
but but this perticular boy made me MAD, so MAD that i feel like slashing his throat.
he was like telling another teacher, "don, u noe don? he is gay"
i stared hard.
and he ran off.
this stupid kuku is only P3 and he is crazy.
come hug me and says want to sex me.
make a hell out of amous, rene and i.
i have to be patient, or he will die under my hands.
sometimes i think having wide vocabulary isnt good at all.
SHEEEES.

my donut factory is finishing. WOO
sorry guys it is not i dont want to share la.
it's if i start to share with one, everybody will one.
and my donuts are limited.
:(
unless you are someone i dote and adore den i will give u.
sryy, i am that bais.
no one is fair so neither shall i be.
so i think you all can guess who i give..

but but but, i cant give red bull.
SAD!!

i and her are having chemistry.
she asked me to run by her . WOOHOO!
initiate talks to me.
im such a kuku la, chance is here.
but she is not online most of the time which is disappointing.

i just need to noe if she likes me
:(

yesterday i had a fun time going to buy donut factory's donut.
can you imagine?
holding donut factory's box walking around and people pointing at you saying WOWNESS, donut factory's donut.
at the beginning i felt awkward but after that i felt alright.

oh ya, i went to city hall with violet and chee hou.
we are not that kia su to go and line up straight after we reached the destination.
instead we went to suntec and played first as chee hou wants to buy a HOODIE!
he bought one which suits him well and bought a shirt as well.
it was the shop XY said she wanted the skull shirt that i have but there isnt your size so i didnt buy, SORRY.
after shooping we went ccraziness at the arcade.
taking neoprints, playing arcade games.
miss those times of childhood during secondary school.

during secondary school no time to play den keep wanting to play.
now after secondary school, have a lot of time to play yet i do not want to play.
what shit is this?

brought home the donuts and my mum went, SIAO AH!
buy so many donuts for what. hahaha .
donut factory is once a while ma.
buy more it's okay..

and i am going to be the most bais critic ever.
donut factory is alot better than the rest.
the softness and crisp after microwaving as instructed.
even before microwaving the softness is still there.
WOOHOO!

went to ah ben's house to help him write some nonsensical letter & i felt that it wasnt his fault.
violet was there as well, they didnt know each other but she went up because she wanted to erhem. [everybody let's guess what did she do]
after that went home at 9+
ate dinner used abit of computer and then
SLEEP !
that's why i managed to wake up so early.
miracle siol.

it doesnt matter wad other said to u .
just do wad u wan to do.

i did something which people said waste money la.
100+ for 4 lessons of singing.
there is a total of 12 lessons.
expensive it may sound, why do i need singing lessons for?
namely, to relax myself.

i joined singing first, den told my family members.
it's okay la, wun used their money.
almost half of my kumon salary is given to my lesson. haha
:D
at least it is fun there, after singing i might learn dancing or YOGA or taiji !!
WOO

learning is fun .
so keep learning ..
:D

i want to cut my hair AGAIN!
i find my hair irritating me, but first, i gotta wait till it's long and thick again.
:(

i am lying flat on my tummy writing this post.
i was troubled at some things just now and now i cleared everything on my mind.

one of them was about my authority.
people over ruled me, doing things that wasnt being told.
and not doing things that were being told.
information that i wanted the next training has been pushed to the next training and the next training and the next training.
to be frank, i had given up chasing.

i was walking home from bukit panjang after my band practice.
i need some one to be there badly.
some one to be by me physically.
i didnt call for everyone but i called a few nearby the area i was and all didnt sound keen to accompany me so i gave up.
i cant be selfish, pulling people out at the middle of 9 - 10 pm and force them to accompany me. hahhaaha , atrocious.

then i was sms-ing with benjamin.
he is not feeling well, and he didnt say.
accompanied me thru smses, i find him stupid.
he shld have said he is unwell.
luckily i stopped ranting after a few smses.

i've got love from friends.
how abt that kind of love.
ha!
i find it amuzing that why people at my age actually would want it badly.

im still a teenager,
bridging to adult soon. SHEEEES.
lazy to grow up.

unclear information leads to misunderstanding.
so i dont blame u for getting mad.
but dun worry im nt pissed.

today was crazniness.
slept at 4am woke up around 12.
8 hrs of sleep.

den used my computer encouraging people to join diploma plus.
after that met jocelyn to school to pass up diploma plus form.

den chiong to kumon.
heng nt very late .

failure failure failure, it puts people right at the back with a comma and some times a full stop.
HALT!!
I know you see the full stop there but failures are not going to stop there.
move on move on, step over that fullstop, that fullstop marks an experience extra for you than those who missed to stop that fullstop.
you failed first, so what? move on.
perhaps the others had already failed so they climbed up and moved faster than you being more cautious this time.
DO THE SAME !! why give up your wish?



one more thing, i got a feeling u will be here.
GUGU~ thanks for the 1 kg of chocolates!!
it will give me 3 kilos of weight la !!

many people are troubled with their romance and friends lately.

i feel that..
friends are people who cuddle to you, let you lie on his/her chest saying your sorrows out.
friends are people whom you love.
friends are people who you can show yourself in front of them.
friends are people you will ne ver be afraid to be with.

to me, i think the best thing in my life is that.
boys are not afraid to say i love you to another guy friend.
boys not afraid to say i love you to their brothers.
boys not afraid to say i love you to their father.

who says love can only occur between lovers?
who says love can only be between male and female.
YES, certain extend of love are only for the different genders.
but there is nothing wrong with telling your friend of the same gender i love you,
giving them a warm hug and asking them to take care of themselves.

perhaps, singapore does not have such open public relation.
people who see these may say, EEEEEEKKK, GAYS ! LESBIANS !
why bother about them when you are to find out that your friends love you.

i love my friends and i tell them .
many couldnt take it and walk off, if you cant accept my love.
then we are not good friends.
because the love for each other isnt there.

Labels: friends

hello people of the world,

was rather happy with today because i made a new friend. his name is jeremy. :D
went out for lunch with him after class.

bought two giordano shirts. WOOO! happy because i got many discounts. discounts are cool..

im not sleeping everyday, in fact i faint on my bed everyday.
this is bad, real bad.
too many stuffs is happening at one go.

clearing them day by day doesnt help to make me feel energetic.
it actually makes me feel even more lethargic.

i don't feel the stretch at the back.
i can't relieve that "pain" that is in it.
im trying to make a fair judgement yet i hurt the people around me.

im sorry, very sorry.


RUN! don, just run.

life has been cool and calm.
getting used to it when sch is reopening.
sheees.

has been nite walking .
tues thurs nite having CCA
wed fri nite working.
hahaha .

WOOO,,
will get back to u after 10 when u sms me.
ciao~

who cant i confide but to you?
chats are insane, because you will not know how the other party feels or the tone of his.
i love my blog, something that he and i share in common.
what ever i type it listens and we broadcast it out.
out of 10, 9 do not understand.

inspire me ..
im like a snake shedding skin now

RATATOUILLE is a movie as well as a traditional gourmet .

this movie taught and showed me a lot of things .

gaining respect .
goin out of the comfort zone .
gaining trust .
betraying trust .
fighting for your own rights .
believing your friends .
helping one another .
fogiving your friends mistakes.
executing harsh punishments/revenge without thinking .
a leader can never work on it's own .
never to despise your employer .
to move ahead when when you have a fall back .
do things with your soul and passion and you can acheive it .
not to steal

i watched the movie twice.
the movie is still being loved by me.
the movie has many good points and i have listed some up there.
i believe there are still more hidden in the movie.

i didnt mind watching it the third time tho .
but i reprimand a half price .
hahaha

WEEEEEEEEEEE,
went out with priscilia, darryl, wei ren, zhen yang .
priscilia and darryl it's when we catch the air band .
wei ren and zhen yang joined us for movie .
:D

gonna blog a fast one .

today was a hectic day for me.
home and out, simultaneously.

woke up and went to work.
went back home and rushed for training.
went back home got changed and chiong to RP for a concert.
after RP i went to causeway point for a movie.
then chiong back to a coffee shop near RP for dinner.

see how crazy my day is. PHEW~ i miss this kinda day though it is not healthy at all.


im freezing , cold .
shivering . i looked up and i saw friends .
friends? u called me a friend .
do u regard me as one ?

the trust and the respect and the love.
what is friend actually to you.

friend, classmates, room mates are different.
u trust ur imaginary FRIEND more than your class mates.
not saying friend is imaginary but im referring to the FRIEND here.
sheees,

this post is dedicated for adora. .
she tagged me. . so ya

here goes nothing :Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.People who got tagged must write them in a blog of their own.At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged& list their names.(no tagging back!)

eat when stress
laughed loudly out of a sudden
rarely style my hair when im out
think im very free when people find it hard to contact me
always late
hit somebody LIGHTLY when he/she do something wrong or which disturb me.
KPO
love to help
fighter and musician
liar

her staring is crazy.

every little action either right or wrong reflects on you and most of the time it slaughters.
yesterday, i watched a slideshow about making a difference through violet's friendster comment.
the link for the video is http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com/.

the story is about neglection, the acts of both parties aren't perfect at all, yet one of them did something about it and the story livens up.
nope, this isn't about boy girl relationship instead this is about a teacher and student relationship.
HA! caught you into mystery? watch the video, enjoy.

stating the fact, im sure everyone has got hurt by actions of one another, and most of the time we ended up getting angry and such without knowing the reasons. this normally leads to fall off.
gadually, as time passes, you forgot why you are angry because you will never think of the actions and rather you just know you want to get rid of that particular person.
sad huh?

APPEARANCE is important .
speaking is important .
ACTIONS are more important .

caps appearance and actions because remembering sight is easier than noise.

A LONELY SEPTEMBER BY PLAIN WHITE T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
would just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did




there's always joy after performing or watching a concert.
the concert eventually remains in everyone mind until they go to bed that every night.
im not a singer but i appreciated the concert.
this is the second time i got to listen to A Cappella concert.
where humans make music without digital inputs.
the create the scene for everyone to imagine.
that's something everyone likes, i suppose, as i simply love it.
im on a bus while writing this post on my phone with the hyper dunearn's choir filling the air with their voices.
this is what i've lost when i bridged to ngee ann.
something i could find no more.
i envy them, but i kept quiet on the bus to and fro victoria theatre.
because,
we perform different genres/type of music but with one common goal.
which is to make people happy with music.
well; i love the people although the discipline isn't there.
i'm pretty sure, that's the spirit for an CCA outing.
nonetheless, if the discipline is there, they would be a good choir.
what can i say? i cant judge for singing.
you people better excel in what ever you are doing.
you have great spirit to great music.
a great vocal box to create the music.
the way you people cheer are superb, i love it.

im not emoing alrdy.
ppl made me happy, thank you.

lastly, my mentor, if you remember who you are, GOOD LUCK!

to my reader, thanks for being here all these while.
:D

u said u wanna be my walking blog .
u lied, u frigging liar .
dun use my weakness to attack me.
i simple hate it because i only realise it after a while

hahhaha ,
life aint cock up.
just bored .

sometimes my msn just surprises me.
i have ppl like farhan in my contact list.
hahahahahahaa .
farhan is 2004's twss sec 4s batch.

WEEEEEEEEEE!

emo emo .
i felt so useless, is this the emo period?
i really feel so emo now .

i dunno wad to do, whr to stand, how far should i go .
the grp i wanna join i have to time for them.
is it because other people asked me out?
or isit the group i wanna be with never ask me out?
i felt so bitch, real bitch.

how i wish you, you, you could go out with me on the day i am free.
most of the time, it's either your parents say no, or our time clashes.
shucks , a simple movie or shopping with you actually kills.

shld i stp advicing on relationship?
cos i suck at it.
i have near to zero experience and im giving advices?
PUI~
who am i?

you are a beautiful girl .
the most damn beautiful girl .
i dont know what to do with you ,
who will be the next one who is gonna come into my life?
are you in my life alrdy?

im post are being random-nised so if you do not unds it is okay .

im just being EMO, peeling my finger nails now .
i need assurance, alot of assurance.
not betraying of trust.
assurance from all my friends , esp those brothers, sisters.
if you considered my friend you are in .

ya la, emo post la.. read and forget.

i wun run away this time.
im facing the biggest boulder this time.
i dunno wad to do .

im lost, confused.
i finally know what is everybody feeling.