the best gift that god has ever gave me is, seeing my friends smiling .
you may not be my best of the best friends, you may not be my close friends, you may only be my HI-BYE friends, what i want to see is you smile.
no matter what kind of friends category are you from.

family and friends, ALL MEN AROUND THE WORLD ARE BROTHERS, this is the phrase i think no one should forget.
of course, if you know me, im bias. i choose my brothers and sisters with close attention.
therefore, priority will be given to them first.
why?
think, if u have a good friend and he is in trouble. on the other hand, a hi-bye friend is also in trouble. theoretically, you will see which friend needs your help the most and you go to him, but practically, you will go to your close ones first. no? yes? dunno?

laughter is the best medicine (quote from reader digest)

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WEEEEEEEEEEE, i've got a partner, ADORA. next time let's sleep on the bus together. LALALALLALLA




i had yawned, i am lethargic .
the energy i haad wasn't the same.
as usual, i need sleep.
i guess i din do much of exercise and my thyroid is acting up.
hypothyroid causes you to have tiredness, coldness and tighten chest.
tt's because my gland is too active.
sighh, but at least i will try my best to give my most energetic behavior in front of YOU !

i've got a new hobby which is slping on buses.
i so love sleeping on buses until i can over shoot my bus stop and land at somewhere far from school, therefore, late.
hahah, as usual, im always late for school, old habits.
gonna change change change change..

SP had a band "concert" in clarke quay. i duno if it is over as i keep forgetting to ask zhen yang, yu ting, wei liang or darryl. haha wth.

can perform for fiesta.
my loves, so love..
WHEEEEEEE

okay , td was quite a brain cell killing day for me.
in the morning i went to kumon to mark higher level paper,
actually there is answer sheets but i did not really follow them as there are many ways in sovling the question. so i have to think why they do this and that to get the answer. headache.

afternoon, went to hlp yanling in her MT. actually din really do anything , just tell her the criteria to pass MT beautifully. hope she follows.

at nite, i went to herr song's hse.
i noe many ppl are like, "huh? since when don and herr song so close"
okay, since sec 2 or 3 we had been close just that we did not really showcase it la.
hahaha, as in chat on man, at school got chit chat.. blar blar..
continue frm why i go herr song's hse.
is actually to help him in his studies cos N level coming.
i dun think he learnt everything la.
my teaching wasnt really marvellous.

now his family hopes i can help his brother.
wasnt really quite please with it cos i will be packed.
but it's okay, i enjoy helping ppl.
and see them smile with good results.
im the devil who gives hell for training, and an angel to see you pass with flying colours.

i hope ppl noe my intention.
this implies for all.
im never a mr good guy / mr right .

do you need to know how i got that information?
no you dont.

do you think i know what is it until you tell me?
no i dont

common test is like up pretty pretty soon and my class is going bonky about it.
me one fellow, slacking over there like no body business.
ARGH!!
am i in the right clasS?
i cant seem to click again.
maybe my thinking about poly is not that hardworking.
they are, im not
sheeez

forget abt them . like duh~

if everyday im right there to be help you and you know it but you never come to me, what can i do?
i tried my best, devoting my time to help as many people as i could.
neglecting CCAs, studies just to see the people i love smile as wide as i did.
that is all i wnt, is that so difficult?

people whom i loved and had fun with had left. not far from me and not close either.
ppl of such are: ven cheng, jonathan, joan, shuoke, jiu yuan, jasmine, sean, yen sing, xuan chong, jorell, junhao, ron ang, ron goh, shi hao, peng etc etc
if you happened to find out, they are my tkd mates or primary school mate or some secondary school mate.
they are the ones who allowed me to have fun and sorrows together. they showed me how to help one another.
apparently, they aint there physically anymore.

many would think why ron goh, shi hao and peng? they are the one i should really thank alot.
they showed me what is brotherhood.
when i was sec 1, anyone could remember? im with them.
i am with them all the time as a clique.
slowly, as we separate into different classes we stopped contacting.
i dunno why, i tried but somehow din managed to get the feel back again.
oh well; i still thank them with my heart.

dun be shocked or ask why i did not add band in as my memory list.
haha. cos i will be back as alumni and i will see those ppl again.
like zhen yang, yu ting, darryl, lalalallala, many many more..
hahaha . sing song, crap play music.
wahhh..

hahaha. one more thing,
tkd is going to die under my hands pretty soon and ven cheng is gonna hlp me a little.
all of the little ones, becareful of me.
cos i noe one lil tkd-ian will visit my blog. WAHAHAH.

i feel outcasted, people who calls me mum themselves does not treat me as one.
maybe they are different from me, when i call you a mom i really treat you as one when i call you a boyfriend i do treat you as one. =).

my heart aint empty, im just confuse who to go with.
they seems to be close but i just dun seems to clique with them.
i may be following them only, i can see ppl in there are starting to hate me.
because im not my usual self like im in da vinci.
in da vinci when it is suppose to be serious u see me do work, when time to joke i will sit there and listen. none of them do this, when i go quiet they ask why.
that's mee.
i dont go high 24/7, do i?
i dont like the way they do things, i believe neither do they like me.
im always running here and there nt sticking to them.
why should i stick with them when im never did pioritise them at the top?
wappo is obviously above them.
haha, they aint my type, no sports ppl.

i misss trombone for sure.
my time doesnt go with NPCB.
so arh,, nvm den..
maybe will wait for alumni band to start and i hope i can go back.
seriously.

i miss fighting too,
can i fight with my might?

i am currently selling these shoes.
the size of these shoes range from 36 - 40
there are more than one colour for each shoe.
the shoe is made out of genuine leather.
interested parties please drop me an email at don_don_90@hotmail.com with the picture and the colour prefrence attached to it. thank you.
anyway , each shoe is priced at $25 onnly. while stock last







okay, i wanted to blog about how we celebrated mabel's birthday but nahh..
everyone is writing and and rewriting it makes no difference, i guess.
guess what?

http://unique-jaden.blogspot.com/ is talking abt wad happened.
CHECK IT OUT !

can anyone give me peace and let me be myself?
i tried to me but people do not look up to me .
i hate people who ask me to shut up or diam.
i hate it.
i hate it when people answer softly when i could hear and i keep asking the same question and their answer will not go louder.
ohh nvm. i have learnt to adapt so i adapt lo.

if u found out, lately, what ever u tell me tt u dun like me to do anything i will eventually stop it.
example, June asked me to stop hitting her so i stopped.
eleannor asked me not to go down for holiday training so i thought and, ya. dun wan to torture them and im no more a training instructor.

i keep going back to the previous post i am.
but now i am a leader development department and i should plan more activities to actually build them out.
now i am not free at all.
saturday morning im not free till 1.
wad else?
ARGHH!!!
i wan to plan an outing for tkd and i have no time.
shit me..
nvm. i tink train the kids first.
i hope i still have the list of games with me.

have been damn moody lately.
doing decision which i will some how regret.
but i tink i better face it la .
i better do it.

smiles. im missing everyone .
warmth in NP yes.
warmth in TW no more.
i miss love in TW.
there's a difference.


can anyone tell me if it is "silence please" or "silent please".

okay, may.
busy busy.
busting up myself and i hope everything will stop once i head upwards.
i am considered low/no money now. like, HELP ME !.

mabel's birthday is coming, who else? arghh.
im broke alrdy la.
who can learn me a few hundred first?
haha, i guess no one will be tt kind or daring.
haizz. but i nid that sum now somehow .

other than my crisis, there were happiness.
WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEE
went fencing and it wasn't tiring.
got work in kumon and am working hard in it.
studying like a freako hoping to get 4 in GPA.
presentation coming real soon and im excited. [still doing stuffs to it]
wad else??
I LOVE MYSELF!!

hahhhahahah ....
yu ting, it's okay not knowing what i type.

guyss, i will nt be as educational as last time .
hahaa i dunno why la.
cos i gt nth to really type abt.
=)

alright! everybody is attacking my weakness now.
this weakness actually causes me to go confuse.
guess wad? sHhh ppl who know dun say
weakness cant be say out.
like the epic movie, if no one knows that superman eye is his weakness who would go purposely attack his eye, right?
same concept here.

im tired, but at the same time i do not want to disappoint people and work.
i am not discreet yet i am not a loud.
trying to let everyone noe my problem so i cant face it side by side with ppl i love.
apparently with the question i asked and the answer i get ..
haha, i wanna bang the wall.

nonethless, i love you, you and you. =)
EVERYONE LA !!

today, i went to makan with my mother-side family as it's my grandmother birthday . =)
there are jokes and everything ..
wad's the best is there's family photos ..
i cant upload it because it's in a camera still..
will upload asap

okay. this is the famous shou tao. wheereby ppl who wants to live longer eat this on their birthday or whatever.den my uncle and i was like, "it look like an ASS" (in chinese, of course) ahahah

after makan-ing, i went out of the hotel and see interesting things.
like the car plate number. number 1, do you see this often?
i think no, here's the chance.

guess wad is the thing below? i think u wuld noe by seeing the SING POST at the bottom. it is actually a letter box. hahaha . do u see this often as well? i guess no, normally it's the white or silver onenear our homes.

this is even better, antique some more. who know wad is this??

IT'S A WASHING MACHINE.
hahahahaha

im making myself busy for no business .
haha.
im crazy la, trust me. i dunno why am i like this.
duh~

when ever i want to do somethin i will think of how good the person is to me .
the impression .
slowly if the impression get suckier hahahahah ..
they will die..

i sound evil but i noe im just a pea.
i want to be big.
but whenever i jump to the nxt tertiary i am a fry once again.

bbut in NP is different.
there is no difference between u and them.
as in when u talk to them, u are one of them.
they dun look at u as if u are yr 1 or wad.
every one are equal =)

ilove NP

lately wasn't really fun.
as shuyi said i became insane as well or rather sanity..
jobb seeking , found kumon, they called .
HURRAY !
went for the interview and i suppose it was smooth as i felt comfortable talking to the instructor.
i will help the kids to finish their KUMON den they will strive high high.
one more is the gym thingy which i dun unds..
but i guess i will give it a try though .
=)

SORRY WAPPO.
SORRY MARK.
SORRY JIN.
SORRY PAT.
SORRY ADORA.
SORRY................

sorry for my last min outing which is a failure as many are not free.
i just feel so bad.
serious.
ppl like mark wants to go out so badly la.
i tink i suck at such stuffs la

STORY TIME !!
jiale sent me this story, found it meaningful so i post it .


When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions-and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first-the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."