The end of the year is coming and through the experts more and more disasters are coming.
2006 is a good start for me at the beginning of the year but slowly it turned sour.
Shant elaborate any more.

Smile.
wish u a happy new year.
happy hari raya haji. and ya.
happy happy days ahead.

oh my gosh..
my head is bursting.
need to find jobs in Tuas to keep me occupied if nto number 2 will start complaining about us.
I can't tell you who is number 2 cause I prefer to keep it confidential.
Juanru is out in Taiwan but nothing seems abnormal to me.
It is all the same with or without her. [i hope she sees this.. wahaha]

but i made a new friend and i wish to know him more.
boren in 1980 while me 1990.
he is a male, wish there is female there.
mostly are malays female so not really interested cause I am loyal to my scandal.
=)

HELLO FELICIA.
HELLO GRACE.
HELLO SHUYI.



ps: frm today onwards if i say hi here means i replied ur tagged.

I do not need you guys to say I miss you guys also.
At least we can update each other with blogs and such.
Normally week days we are busy due to school, now work which is worst as we can't see each other. =(
But it's okay, at least we did not forget each other.
Thus, today I took the trouble to try to get as many links as possible so I can go back and read your life if I am free.
If I miss any links can ding dong bell me? like felicia did, haha.

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Been busy with work and sleeping like a pig.
13/12/2006 i slept at 8 thus din reply or call back anyone. heeees.
it was not my fault.
after dinner den i go lie, den oops. i slept.
my fault meh?

There was a man who was very engross with his mechanics.
He loves his family a lot and he always buy food back to some how compensate for his lost family time with them.
Of course, all these did not work as much.
This man continued doing so as he wanted to concentrate on his work the mean time.
Day by day it passed and it was already ten years down the road.
Finally, he felt he was drifting away from his family apart from his wife.
He found out that he does not understand his son well.
He went psychotic a few more years.
WIthout being close with his sons and daughters, they sent him to the old aged home.
Though he hated this idea and complained no one seems to care.
One day, his wife went down to the home and have a chat with him.
He asked his wife, in red eyes, "My dear, any idea why am I in such a state? I worked hard at work and provided lots of stuffs for the kids. Do they have no sympathy? I'm their dad."
His wife patted his head and reply, "Who have you spent your quality life with? Me? The kids? Or your mechanics?"
The man, looked down on the floor and said mechanics.
He did not asked further as he had answered himself.

So, up till now who have you spent your quality life with? Does he or she deserve that credit for you to spend and you ending up gaining nothing and losing more. Choose your pal wisely, dun end up like that idiot who took work more seriously than building up the family.
Oh my gosh, sounds like click's summary.
nvm larh.


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I wish to take a ticket and fly up to the universe, but I do not want to be alone.
I wish to hide myself in the soil so no ne can see me, but they can see my beautiful butt.
I wish to turn my cries into a laughter, but how can I do that?
I wish to bathe all problems away and start a new, but use which shower foam?

All these are my wishes and my obstacle to fight back.
I know I can.
My motto always, "It's always never can or not, it's want to or not"
So it will be I want.
It's hard to believe what's going on in my life, I can't find the right track.

Mood swing lately, please do not care what I've said and carry on with your life.
Do not get affected by it as well.
=)

Anything spectacular today? Yes there is.
Let's not talk about my work as you guys know that I seldom talk about my everyday life.
Today evening was different.
Out with Darren, Hazel, Juanru and Kenneth. [no favouritism just plain alphabetical order]
We were cracking some jokes and laughing through the trip in the MRT.
We reached the Nokia Care Centre and got my phone fixed.
Then went to pastamania and blar blar.
After eating my pizza, we went up to the third storey.
We were happily window shopping until we found this little "chinese" boy.
He was crying all the way and we were shocked.
5 of us were so kind that we went forward and bring the little boy down to the information counter.
At first, the boy was so afraid of us that he cried and cried but after a while he got used to us and he could communicate with us.
We asked the name and he said his name is Seth.
Hazel melted upon hearing this name as it is the OC or Ocean Eleven actor. (can't remember brain dead and I think her child's name would be that)
Then I asked, "do you want to play games (in chinese)"
He nodded his head.
Since he understood chinese I communicated with him in chinese.
Then slowly, I found out that he is a malay and he just nod his head and shake his head if he doesn't understand.
How cute can he be!!
He will grow up to be a very handsome man.
I can see that in him.
Hazel and Juanru agreed as well.
I asked kenneth to buy drinks for him at the supermarket and guess what he bought?
SWEETS.
Clever him? Perhaps as he managed to calm the boy down.
I hope the boy would not just follow bad guys with sweets next time.
I miss him.

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I finally still did not sort out my mind.
More and more people know about this matter.
I trust them and I believe they will not spill it out unnecessarily.
I feel like hugging, hugging my bolster is not enough.
I need a miracle, I'm desparate for SEX!!
To be frank, I want to try how sex feels.
Yet, I will wait till I'm married.

I love no one no more. I love myself!!

I love the smile of ron's.
I love the wink of mine.
I love the craps of chee hou.
I love the monk of kimhui.
I love the cheeks of hanhui.
I love the silk of violet.
I love the blurness of shunli.
I love the stupidness of hui qing.
I love the balling of junhao.

I love all these. To me somehow it's gone. I can see it from the group but not in the group. I may be the spoiler and perhaps there are insides who are the destroyer. I don't know. I miss each of them. Is there any chance of going out together again? I guess that's a no. There will be either a short of one or two. It's okay. I know why, partly it's me. I don't mind. I learnt good characteristic from each and one of them. =)

If one day, when everyone is free have an outing or so. I will be there definitely. I will wait even when I'm fifty. Never forget me hor.

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I want a time off or something. My mind is twirling and I just could not get somethings off my mind and it's rather irritating. I blame myself for being stupid. By doing all the stupid things to please YOU. I want to rest on something real and it would make me better. I do not want to forget things I want to remember every senario so I can learn from my mistakes and rpevent it from happen. But it seems as though it is coming back to me again. SHOOT !

If everyday I feel like crying, if everyday I feel like shouting, it is obvious that something is wrong. IF you ask me to say it out, I can't. I do not even exactly know what had happened to me. It's always like this. At this moment, whoever I talked to will make them unhappy or angry or sad. How do I know this will happen? Because of this I frequently quarreled with junhao. But it's all over. I can't stop it from coming. SHUCKS. FUCK.

My face itch, my body is hot. I want everything off me. My eyes are wet, shoulders are tensed. Symtoms of stress or troubles? My legs wobbled when I see trouble. I no longer stand up and say my piece. Why are all these happening when I leave Teck Whye? Have I learn not to be independent? Or am I thinking of something else? Therefore I chose not to care and think about why the person scold me a while later? I do not like it. SERIOUS.

Lately, I relieve stress by working, where I can divert all my attention on work and not to think so much. Secondly is go out with buddy, tiger, toe and chan. Went out with them last wed and we laughed like hell. BOB THE BUILDER, YES WE CAN.

Though I am stupid at times but I hope most of you guys can understand. I need to relieve everything. There's no PANADOL for such ILLNESSES.

Look there, I'm there. Look here, I'm here. I will never forget how people rate me as this haha. I'm not that busy larh. Or am I? Catch me online is difficult. SORRY.

WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Everybody's changing. I can't click with my old clicks. I can't crack jokes with them . HAHA. So what she's 18? Does that means she grew up? Or am I the one who grow up and be more sensible?

What am I talking about? Firstly, I'm stupid now sensible person.

understand my own mind?
NO

I have been busy and busy and busy. Got a job and I think I will stick to it throughout until the O level results is out. The rate wasn't as high as i expected but it is "okay larh" for an o level graduate like me [quoted from one of my colleagues]. I'm glad to hear that anyways.

Okay, lately my computers have been down and my bloody dog ate my key board wire. Therefore, I have to go up to the 7th storey to BORROW one from Shuyi. Other than this I did not online because, I'm tired due to work or my papa is using the computer. Oh well, I can't complain as he seldom use the computer unlike ME!

heees.

Currently, my phone is spoilt. My dream came through as it splited into halve. Marvellous? Of course. I bought the phone for like less than six months and I spoilt it. I hated the vibration and ignoring it. If I did not ignore none of this sort would happen. argh. LAZY ME!!

Currently, I'm confused. Confused over? Relationships. I can't find a way out of somethings. It's like both of them have their own qualities that I like and both of them are the one who likes me as well. Haha can't disclose who they are as I prefer to remain confidential for the time being. I do not know what to say for this paragraph so I think I would close it now.


Oh ya. Introduce my job to you.
I am now working at TUAS check point as an ICA officer or rather tenmporary CSO.
My job is to sort doc, which you cannot know what is it, and registration of the BIKES and ISCA. If you are interested to find out what is it go to their webby to find larh. haha. LAZY to say..

Contracted laziness these days.

HURRAY.

who he think he is? TO THE LEFT PLEASE !