Tomorrow's a big day.
People who are taking the Mother Tongue tomorrow; best wishes.

The first dart has been thrown and I hit the 3rd round.
6/11 the second and third dart I'm throwing and I hope it would fall in the range of 1 to 3.
I jolly well know I can do it and it is whether I want or not, not can or not.
I will wait for that day to arrive and I will kiss that day.
Emaths paper 1 and Social studies.

Relax and trigger.
Do not walk out the room sweaty.

okay.
i'm back.
gimmie a break.
sleepless nights.
uneven coughing.
tears rolled and rolled.
one knows exactly what happened.
he will not say out loud.
many holds different parts of the puzzle, except him.
oh well;;

lastly,
i miss him .
just go . bu yao chi hui tou cao .
guo nai he qiao, wang diao zhe li ba .
wo men hui xiang nian ni .
=)

*note. the two paragraphs de him are different.

Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that it's over
What else could it be, he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

CHORUS(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I (used to) hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

Chorus x 2

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you



over all this is how i feel these days.
i only bold once la.
so at the top is wad i feel lately.
maybe i'm lying to myself again. siann

haha. i edited abit. to show i feel ma. haha.

2 years of being a family and we have to be separated. All good things have to end just like this? First year, we are not close at all. Many of us were separated not talking to classmates and ran off to the other classes and talked to them. Slowly, jokers surfaced and our class got into a huge trouble. Betrayer started to screamed at us each time he stepped in. He would pin point our bad points and turn it into a serious matter. Many of us did change but as we change we ended up scolding vulgarities behind his back and that's how our relationship bonded.

This year is even better. The whole class do not like her at all. As she went out of the class the whole class says she suck sia. As the time passes, she is not that bad afterall. Just that she always compare that's the thing we din like.

Groups were formed, ARR.ZZ.MM.AARR.NN is formed, sources and many more. We get together mixed arnd and have lots of fun.

DA VINCIANS. we are not going to be separated are we?
i am gonna miss u guys. takkaire.

18/10/06
40 days anniversary.
not enough time spent together.
quarrels sparked.
stucked between both parties.
broke off.
who to blame?
no one.
love our people too much.
or the staffs were to be blamed.
lost again .
good bye.
i will still be there..

welcome to www.fragments.com
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Problems surface when both parties see different parts of the question. It clashes just like an arrow and a board. The arrow sees himself flying forward while the board is there to block it. Both of them saw their OWN purposes to be there. So, the arrow ends up prickling the board. The board was in pain and thus unhappy, so? It stopped the arrow from coming and suffocate it until a third party comes and pulls it out. This is one of the situation whereby two people see themselves as their own kind without stepping into the other people's shoe. egoistic..

Another common situation is when two parties see the problems but at extreme different angle. Robin hood, for instance, was a kind hunter who did many things to help the poor get a better life. Therefore, he stole money from the rich and distribute it to the poor. Now, the poor saw Robin Hood as a good guy who is trying to save their life yet on the other hand, the rich saw Robin Hood as a thief, a famous thief.

There are 360 different angles to a problem, only out of 361 there will be one soul who has the same thinking as you.

Is what you are hoping to gain worth what you will have to give up ? Think about it.

I am out of Teck Whye. Should I be happy or should I not be happy?
Leaving Teck Whye means leaving some friends, leaving my CCA, leaving my teachers, leaving my class. I love all of them and I really mean love. I will miss them as a class, a gang, a friend and many more.

Disputes and quarrels happened frequently between many great leaders and friends in Teck Whye. The disputes and quarrels bonded us well as we know each other even more in depth. It is because of such events which happened, our love for each other are strong.

The band for instance, though my batch the committee I will not say is as strong as the previous years. But we went through thick and thin and ended up the best committee HA! NO SHAME ONLY.

The Taekwondo, the committe are not even working now. we are not training them well. HOW??

I have tried draining myself upside down so I can just go home drop dead and sleep till the next morning. I cannot afford to do it as O lvls are coming.
Haha.

Let me answer some of the question asked which I should longed answered.
first question, How come one doesn't know that he/she has a problem in themselves?

I thought this was a simple question but to think about it, it is quite a complicated one.
One, may think that he is always right and keep blaming the other from doing the wrong things. I think I said this before, nobody will stop and say, "Hmm, this step is wrong. Cannot cannot step back." No one will say this and I can confirm you. People tend to regret at the last stage of everything, but if you can make a u - turn things will still be the same as the past. As I said, it is whether you want or not, not you can or not.

Second question, how to make a u-turn when people would feel awkward.

Actually it depends on what situation you are in you see.
Let me break it out,

Friends and friends quarrel.


Time to fly high high.
Went to school and have a lesson with miss kang, though I have learnt a lot but there is still uncertainty.
I said I want to close the chapter but still I can't do it. Hypocrties, Irony are still out there. I kept quiet not hurting anyone but that shouldn't be the way. If you do not like anything just say it out and laugh it out. Say it out in a manner which do not irritate the others, or not you will die. wahaha.

Arr. zii. mmm. arr. ann has been coming out lately. They can't do anything but to stay in class and crap. Learn and know each of them well and I am happy about it. Can't belive that they are that dirty minded. or is it me that polluted them? haha. anything blame mom, scandal and grandma. duh~

To me everything is still the same. I am still lying to myself and that kinda sucky i guess. The __ is obvious la. Though I do not blame the person from putting this but I hope he will release all his stress through this. Scolding, blaming, shouting, laughing, diao-ing. wad to do?

The Lim and the Tan took over the CCK park again. It was another great year when the two families got together and went crazy. ARHH!!
Rockets was created by the beloved Don, the fuels of the rocket were sponsered by the cute Melvin, ideas of what to use and what not to use was given by the smart Kelvin and lastly Ken light up the rocket. We failed a few times but nonetheless the best rocket was still the best. Did not manage to capture it but it was like a fire work. =)

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A lot of things in this world or rather sometimes troubles and problems are not there, but you go and find the problem yourself. It is not there, yet you think and think and found a problem which created such events. Why?

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Oh my gosh. Tomorrow's is Perribne's birthday and I am going out with her all alone or her friends are tagging alone? Haha. I am not afraid of going out with her but just forget how she look like? hah . Though she is the prettiest girl in my OBS team, Raleigh. Haha. Keep talking about girls, Violet sorry eh/

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